Anunnaki Statue 12-14ft tall

Louvre Museum Paris

The Spirit vs. the Robots

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Empire of the Sun-Romance to Me

I haven't seen you in ages
But it's not as bleak as it seems
The tears have stained all the pages
It is all a romance to be

Since you've been gone, I've faded
But I reach out and you go forth
My ears have gone in phases
It is all a romance to me

Romance To Me
Romance I see


There's a joy in my eyes, I can't deny
but only to those who knows me
Replaced by the sadness and longing
Is the romance you'd given to me

I still hear the bells when I walk
But the movie has changed its key
I'm touched by your breath as I sleep
It is all a romance to me

Romance to me
Romance I see

Romance to me
Romance I see

Souls of Gold

Energy Shifts Divine Feminine. James Gilliland

What's going on???

The strangest things have been occurring after I take my vitamins that I have bought from the following places, Vitashoppe, ING vitamins, Henry's, Trader Joe's, Fresh-N-Easy and A-Z Vitamins. I get these unusual pressure headaches. I said before that these GOONS re-manufacture the exact vitamins to look the same but with nasty effects if I take them. The effects are as follows, slow down my thought forms, memory loss, erection difficulties, dry mouth, bloating. Whatever is in the "vitamins" causes my PH to be way out of balance.

If you have read previous blogs then you know that the GOV. has put energy implants in my brain to stop the flow of energy in both of my hemispheres. The pic. above illustrates this.

READ PREVIOUS BLOG POST MARCH 22nd 2008 TO FIND OUT WHAT EACH ENERGY IMPLANT DOES.

I'm looking for help if anyone knows a way to contact the FDA or anything like that. I know this seems totally crazy. I understand that the FDA might think I'm insane but I have all the vitamins as proof if they wanted to run tests on them.

Glass Candy "Feeling Without Touching"

Shine like Gold Diamonds, ah-huh
We smile, we smile, we smile
We can't be ruined, NO!
Feeling without Touching
A oh A oh!

Microcosm-ic

Mi⋅cro⋅cosm
1.a little world; a world in miniature (opposed to macrocosm)
2.anything that is regarded as a world in miniature.
3.human beings, humanity, society, or the like, viewed as an epitome or miniature of the world or universe.

It's so interesting how these agents USE anyone they can to try and further their dark agendas. Homeland Security monitors American citizens, period. DHS was created after the 9/11 tragedy. Which was created to bring in a new reign of terror. Not because of terrorists. these "terrorists" operate within our borders and look like you and me. they have unlimited resources and use agencies like the FBI, DHS, CIA, NSA etc. to intimidate people into turning against friends, families and etc.
If a quote-unquote Gov. agent asks for your help because this guy that works for so and so is a such and such. the point being is that they will say whatever they can to get the target to betray the other target. the john. the mark. the ends justify the means. these guys lie to your face and say whatever it is that will get you to turn. dont think for a second you havent been monitored either. they know what you like and dislike and what you will and will not do.
One of my friends trains people in SOUL RECOVERY and recently he instructed a class to journey with me specifically in mind. this wasnt your average class either. the outcome was very interesting. one message that i will share is that they saw someone that resembles me and they all say that "he betrays you".
I'm a vegetarian. i take vitamins everyday. the agents have been putting all kinds of crap in my vitamins and water while at work. the reason is to get into my head. i can hear the agents telepathically but when they add their special sauce to my vitamins, food, water etc. they can communicate with me from any distance.

Remember, Niacinamide 1000mg will greatly cut the telepathic voices out.
It’s a B vitamin that can be bought at most any Health Store.

they shoot me with electronic weapons while im at work that make it hard to focus. these guys come into work all the time and they ACT like friends to the owner. i know each and every single one of them.
i wonder what they say i am? whatever they say it must be really good because the people that cooperate will actually help the agents put things in my food, water, and vitamins. the strange thing is that people cooperate with these guys all the time. It could be the local Health Food store, Chinese wok place, etc.

Like Marvin Gaye said, “What’s Goin On?”

Spell and Contract Cancel from all Lifetimes
All Contracts, Vows, Spells and Agreements you may have
entered into that is NOT for your Highest Good.

The Wounded Healer

Where's the key?

The bottom left corner-top of the air conditioning unit is my trusty and ever so handy frequency generator 15hz connected to orgone. this device cancels out their telepathic intrusion. i first have to locate where they put their device so then i could put mine within range. For the past 3 months we have been playing hide and seek with their telepathic intrusion devices. today i got home from work and my helmet was really tight. it took me a few hours to figure out where they put their device but sooner or later as we like to say to each other(inside joke). their device from what i can asses is radio controlled with signals. they can turn it on and off remotely. the location of the air conditioning unit is central to 2 bathrooms, stairs, garage and my bedroom.
they also use this device to jump into my dreams. about 6 months ago i acquired the ability to keep them out of my dreams. then of course they have their little toys.
they usually like to break into my dreams with very pretty woman or tricks of the trade. one trick they used was a man pretending to hide something in a his hand while he approached me. instincts will tell you to immediately find out what he's hiding in his hand. it really doesnt matter what he's hiding if anything at all. in their forced dream state we are in or on a type of stage or bubble. many people are viewing into the bubble, i can usually feel a number of people while engaged with the main target. i usually just HC the main target with an icon and if their not using electronic devices then they most likely wont return but you never know.
so the target that appeared hiding something in his opposite hand said, "i would like to buy this". i use a register at work frequently so you can imagine how these agents try to use anything and everything against me. the great thing about this is that i do the same with them(inside joke).
the moment i think a thought that engages the target i'am connected to the target and his goons. its as fast as the speed of thought.
the trick is to not care what or who is in the dreams just apply the HC. if it is a benevolent being or dream that is good the dream will continue. apply the HC then proceed.
this brings up the pretty women that they keep sending me. the last pretty women was a super cute popular country singer. they first create the location. it was a park. then you will most likely hear the target set up or introduce the bait target. the bait target happened to be the very talented and beautiful singer. the inside story of why they sent her is very interesting. lets just say i have a history of dating and being attracted to tall women. so the voice says, "it's.......name.
let's go over and meet her". cool. i thought. were talking on the bench for a quick second then she leans in and kisses me. this isnt a normal sensual kiss with passion and pleasure. this kiss is deep, suffocating, prying and penetrating. while i was kissing her i was thinking to myself, "she's a horrible kisser. can't wait to tell the gossip rags about her". while i was kissing her i thought this is strange. then i tried to defend my energy system while engaged with her. it was too late. the reason they can do this are:
1. weakness in my sexual chakra which has been cleared and healed thank you very much.
1a. when they use a weakness against you. a good, honest soul recovery practitioner should be able to track the weakness to it's root. the practitioner will see the past life scene in which the weakness was created and also heal the soul piece.
2. electronic intrusion device
3. sucker for tall pretty women. then again who isnt?
the repercussion of over estimating my abilities (inside joke) was that they re-diverted my lower energy system to make me less powerful.
My rules for disinformation.
wasn't it little red riding hood who would drop bread crumbs on the forest floor to find her way back. use this in a disinformation spreading technique. when they find the crumbs spin the information in a circle that leads them around and around. then while you are spinning these goons in circles drop more crumbs within the immediate disinformation area. this will cause them to veer of course which was never really off course but they think its on course, of course. then bring back disinformation from the past to cause them to veer again and again and again.
they can only talk about what you want to talk about. they can only see what you want them to see. you are the master and gate keeper to your own mind unless they have the key.
what's the key???? where's the key? who has the key?

Got Wifi.......?.

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Got Wifi? this box is used to beam some radio wave into my house. this company, which i emailed doesnt have any "boxes" in California let alone my city. i have the email and everything. if this is a Wifi connection then why doesnt it show up when i try to find it on my laptop?
if you look at the top of the pole then jets out their is a wire and some type of smaller box. this faces directly down and into my house.
I took this picture 2months ago.
These are the actual emails i wrote to this company.

hello,

I;m interested in your services. how many boxes, towers or whatever do you have in (city), California? this is the city i live in but it is really hilly and wifi and cell phone reception is difficult. when did you set up reception?

thank you for your time,

Response;
How did you come about finding our website? We are also not servicing the area of California at this time.

comment;
Thats interesting if your not in california at "this time" then why is there a huge logo of your company's name on that box?

Psi Warfare Shenanigans II

THEY want me to take down my previous post section entitled PSI Warfare Shenanigans.
Go to October 11th 2008.
As a result of their recent actions I have written up a second part. Soon to follow will be a 3rd part. If this technique wasn't extremely effective then why have they been asking me the same questions for over 2 years. As you can already tell i just throw my thoughts up onto this blog unedited. If your in a situation like mine or would just simply be a pain in the ass then read the 2 sections. if you really want to play cat and mouse with THEM then you will find the techniques very helpful. if not you may just enjoy the strangeness of this blog.
It's all telepathic communication with electronic devices planted in my house, car and work. It's not that they can just read my mind. they can see what i see or if i bring up a memory they can see that also. the basic techniques are in the 2 post PSI Warfare Shananigans. the best skill is your how good your creativity is and visualization techniques are. the fact that you see something doesnt mean its true. the fact that you dont see something doesn't mean its untrue or never happened or hasn't already happened.
Have fun....
We've come to the conclusion that ....THEY WANT YOU TO FILL IN THE BLANKS WITH SOME GUILTY SELF INCRIMINATING THOUGHT OR PARANOIA.
paranoia can be used in the bait and switch techniques.
did you make a mistake......
take us back to ......TAKE THEM ANYWHERE BUT THERE.
word association games.....LAYER, DRAG MULTIPLE ANSWERS AT ONCE.
quiz about details.....what was the name of the movie which stared Leonardo DiCaprio and Tom Hanks?
pay close attention to details.....
does X exist? yes/no
share you secrets....
show us......now take it away

1 word association games....- They do this to bring up some sort of reference point to start more questions with...
they may say...plain and simple. you say something along the lines of RANDOM, COMPLEX
PUZZLE, MAZE.

who's the (description of person(s), place(s) or thing(s) they want more details of)
your a X. aren't you? they only want a yes or no answer. - give them a no/yes or yes/no at the same time. you can drag either or, or linger, or stagger.

most times they ask questions about things that really dont matter. THEY're trying to get to something else. They need to do this for continuity purposes.
x: What color are the Lakers? If i answer or think it. it is basically the same thing when telepathic communication as been established. the layer techniques is used in this case. the lakers are purple and gold. but if you mix the colors up with gold and green then you've just created an out.

they want to know how many outs their are. in my mind i have established that their are 4 directions. whether or not i give 4 answers is irrelevant. theirs always ways out. Jose Silva's book "Mind Control". be careful if your in a sensitive situation this book is really powerful. it gives basic techniques that once you grasp can go along ways, away.

you can say one thing and show them another or versa vice-a.

this of course depends on your own visualizing techniques and ability to separate the event name, people or places with other events, peoples, places
they want logical ideas and information that has a "True Line or Through Line"
the brain is a super computer with mazes and doors and tunnels and infinite corridors ...which can be programed yourself to not let anyone in, including yourself.
take us in the tunnel....what do you see on the other side...
they like to say things that will get your attention…such as flattery. Ex: you’re the greatest…….
They want you to listen to anything they say.....DON'T.
What’s your reference point? Reference points need to be ever changing and improvisational
Improve…..
Take us to (location) you can then think of a different location if need be.
Ex: take us to the lake where you drink the water…….
Any other reference of a location that your familiar with works. Santa monica & pico
You can use people of inspiration to cut off their questioning. If they being to ask you many questions just sharply say whomever’s name that has some meaning for you. EX. Bob Marley, Jesus.
Run Johhny 5…….run like hell. It doesn’t matter if your hiding soemthing or not. If they bite on the bait run like hell. If you run your obviously guilty of something or are you? This is a great technique to challenge yourself and your abilites. This is in reference to the bait and switch.
Describe the (person, place or thing).

guess who we spoke to.......They or (name) said that......(they want you to complete their sentences...
they will say...They or name never said that you
......
who has....... description of (noun)
......what else?
if x is not y then who is?

Bruce Lee said, “Be like water.”

Improv!!!

Brief Summary

Time-line Warfare is a war through time through my reincarnations. They track my soul. super advanced Gov. Mind/Soul control program. They have super computers that are faster then the speed of light thus being able to go back in time. They are trying to slow down my time-line or reality and make it as difficult as possible for me to spiritually develop.

they dont want me to develop. these Reps., Greys and evil humans have super computers that go back in time and tune into me. they track my past lives and steal my soul pieces. look it up if you need to. the brief explanation of a soul piece is this. a piece of yourself that has been fragmented through trauma. so they view my traumatic events. wait for the fracture to occur. grab it. do whatever nasty black magic satanic ritual that needs to be done if they need to. then they store it in the computer. soul pieces can be found in Grey ships. underground basis. gov. agencies and maybe also on other planets but im never sure because their is no sign that says other planets.
they then create an implant using the stolen piece's energy. they will have agents engage me then implant me wherever need be. these implants stop a function in my spiritual bodies and or let them access a part of my energy system to manipulate levels of reality for others or their agenda. they may use an implant to cause pain and suffering. they like that.
everyone that is not a MASTER has soul pieces cycling in time at the point of the trauma. an honest shaman or soul recovery practitioner can recover them as long as your ready to heal. NOT everyone has their pieces in ships or bases or computers but many do. you have no idea.
the benefit to having your soul pieces recovered varies because of the trauma and action and or contract that was made in previous lives. you may get certain psychic abilities. you may heal emotional, mental and spiritual blockages cleared. we were all born into creation whole. then we experience lifetimes and traumas so we can learn and grow. this healing modality is very important for our changing times.

They say, "Do that again".

When i use certain psychic abilities that THEY want to stop. They will say, "Do that again". what THEY are doing is locking on to the frequency my brain is producing. Their using some type of super computer to do this and usually the agent is on his/her cell phone. It doesnt matter where i am. THEY can do this any where.
This started last year when i was living in Mt.Shasta. I used to use arrows made out of the H.C. and fire them at whomever was attacking me. When a certain technique is shutdown then you have to find others ways to be affective.
THEY try to find the root of the technique i have acquired. whether it be human or a spirit guide. THEY want to know who i am getting my abilities and techniques from.

Loving Kindness to All Beings

The Verve "So Sister"

I wrote your name in dust on a truck
As it rolled out of town
Just in case my love for you might be found
I cried my tears in a mountain stream
They'll sting you one day
I called your name in a giant cave
It echoes to this day

Ripples in the Universe

2 weeks later i drove up to Mammoth to meet some friends. the drive up again was laced with psychic confrontations and again that's not what worried me. the same thing is that these Agents can communicate with me from a far distances with not 1 single vehicle in site. i would hit the agents in my mind and i would feel the break. the other side of what ever is talking to me is feeling the H.C. but how the heck are they doing this. I pull over near Bishop to have a snack and feel my way around this problem. haha my theory was right. they have a transistor of some kind in i know the general location of this device. the first night i get up to Mammoth i had to spend in the car with freezing temperatures because my friend's cell phones didnt get reception. I parked behind an apartment complex and try to get some sleep. it was pretty much impossible. The cold, the voices, the images......just another day and night of my life. im so used to this crap its become normal.
the Buddhist's say take the middle path.
i get out of my car when the sun breaks the horizon. has anyone felt that lately? their is a new new energy with the morning break of light.
that night i had a vision of a bald eagle soaring. i go to Shilo Inn's lobby to get some tourist pamphlets to check out the local water holes. i drive up to one and its completely frozen. this isnt it. i then go to convict lake. i get here and wow what an amazing place. i grab my sleeping blanket and things and relax by the shore with the little waves rippling in my soul. no more then 5 minutes later a man showes up. of course its an agent. he disappears behind me in the brush and appears five minutes later. he didnt engage me. theirs the bald eagle soaring of in teh distance with snow covering the hills. then the voices again. they say close your eyes...i like games....i closed my eyes and they showed me images and told me to describe what i was seeing. this is just a preliminary check to see if their devices are working properly. i told then i knew the area of where the devices were and they would ask me, "who told you"- i said, the other voices in my head. -them "how many other voices in your head do you have?" -me 144.....haha.
after some battles with 3 agents in a van all wearing glasses etc. across the lake they went away. the voices were still persisted but not as intense. in the mean time i watched the eagle look for food. it gave me a message. a voice said bless the lake. sure. i prayed. it went like this.... O Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ, O Great Spirit... I call upon the Anunnaki and my higher self. my spirit guides (names i will not say). Arch-Angel Micheal bring forth the light..... I call All spirit beings and forces with this lake.....RELEASE any Negative energies that are ready to be released...NOW.... I heard a boom in the distance then the earth shook. the lake's waters began to create waves from the middle of the lake.
They chimed in "what did you just say?" -me don't worry about it.
Im not saying i caused this. im not saying anything like that. all i know is that a vision came to me the night before. a message from an eagle. i said a prayer. the earth shook. The voice said the lake was now blessed. i smiled and ate my thawed out frozen burrito. if the previous nights events didnt occur then i probably wouldnt have ended up at the lake with the eagle circling over head.
i met up with my friends. i asked them if the Ski park let off some TNT so avalanches wouldnt occur. He said no and he asked why. i said because i heard i big boom before the earth quake. he said the vibrations seep out and bounce off the mountains thus creating the booming sound. the date and time was 1/09/09 between 8am-10am.

I create a sphere of light that cancels all realities not of my highest good.

The Verve "Sit & Wonder"

I could be search'n all my life, search'n all my life
I keep my candle on at night, candle on at night
I could be search'n all my life, hurt'n all the while
Lord bring me some light. -theVerve

No Borders No Boxes Nothing

For some reason I have been seeing Hawks everywhere I go for at least the past 6 weeks. Their not just soaring around and circling the skies their on light poles, telephone poles and on many occasions freeway over passes. Is it just coincidence that these amazing birds are perched when Im passing by? From all my experiences in this life and past lives I can truly say with confidence that their are no coincidences or accidents. Yes, a couple of the Hawks are probably the same but i will be in completely different cities and my eyes will go straight to the Hawk. I live in a city that is very terrainy. is that a word? it is now.
what does this mean? the first couple of times i was like wow cool but now im wondering what these beautiful birds symbolism in my life and current situation. mother nature is always giving us signs. are we open and ready to receive them?
the first spiritual book i ever purchased was a book about ascended masters living in Mt. Shasta. i was with my girlfriend at the time and she was also very intuitive. we were in a new age bookstore in Newport Beach. i picked out this book. it was purple and gold and i just liked it for some reason. this book remained on my bookshelf for the next 8 years untouched and unread. at 28 years old im on a plane about 15,000ft in the air heading to Shanghai, China. i look out the window and their was this snow caped mountain glowing white and gold. i remember feeling amazed at the beauty of this mountain but also a sense of sadness. when i got back to my apartment in shanghai i looked up all the mountains on the flight path from LAX to Shanghai. it was Mt. Shasta.
last year i finally read the book while i was on a houseboat at Lake Shasta with the peaks of Mt. Shasta in the background. the interesting thing is that i ended up on the land of the writer of this book a couple of months later. their is a very sacred spot on their land. i was their with Jane (she also has this book on her shelf) and while there i could hear a native flute playing in the air. i told her someone was playing a flute and she said she couldnt hear anything. i tried to walk in various directions to locate the sound. it never got stronger or fainted as i walked in one direction or the next. she said people dont know about this spot or very few people knew about the spot. i would tell her again. she said she couldnt hear anything except the water flowing from the natural springs. i walked away from Jane to be alone for a moment. i did this to plant a seed because i had suspicions about Jane not being exactly who i thought she was. as i walked back towards the springs and to where Jane was i was given a message that told me, "you used to play here as a child". i've never been here before in this life time. then the flutes began to play again. i told Jane the message i received and she snapped back sharply, "when?" with a deep focus in her eyes.
the next day an agent asked me telepathically, "did you masturbate yesterday when you were up at ..... ......." this was the seed i planted. not literally. i didnt bust my load in a sacred spot on Mt. Shasta. i planted disinformation to see what hand these agents had.
The Hawk
In Native American cultures the hawk represents a messenger. It often appears in our life when we need to pay attention to the subtle messages found in our surroundings and from those we come in contact with. As with all messages received it is important to recognize its underlying truth. Because there are so many varieties of hawk its messages vary and can affect all levels of our psyche.
One thing that all hawks have in common is the skill to move between the seen and unseen realms gracefully connecting both worlds together. Their acute vision compliments this ability and their discriminating nature keeps them out of harms way. The broader vision of the hawk allows them to see what the future holds. In man this symbolizes prophetic insight. If this medicine is underdeveloped a tendency towards over analyzing everything is common. In so doing, clear vision is lost. Those who hold this totem should remember to keep their analytical mind under control and not allow it to run wild.
The hawk has many foraging techniques. The most typical in their pursuit of prey is swiftly following the animal's efforts to escape. Once the hawk has secured the prey with its powerful talons, the bird dismembers it with its sharply pointed, strong beak. In man, this suggests that we can run but we cannot hide from our destiny. Sooner of later it will catch up with us.
The destiny of all humankind is to awaken from their spiritual amnesia and realign with the original intention of their soul. When the hawk flies into our life we will be asked to evaluate who we have become and rip out the threads of our self created illusions. This enables our inner truth to surface.
Hawk signifies union with Great Spirit. A bird of the heavens the hawk orchestrates the changes necessary for our spiritual growth. Having this totem can be bitter sweet. If we accept its presence in our life we will be asked to surrender anything that doesn't honor the integrity of all life. Be it an idea, a feeling or an action. Although hard work is involved the rewards the hawk offers us are great.

I get some emails asking about why I'm in this situation and what did i DO? why do i have so much bad karma? the interesting thing is that people tend to see my situation as bad, karmically. Before the Heavenly Catalyst found me and before Seth and I met. I would probably agree with that that i had a bad bad case of the karma blues. now, i feel like i have great karma through a very exotic situation. from these situations and experiences i have grown in ways that i could not even fathom or dream about. though i have dreams about them.

when someone wins the lottery is that good karma or bad karma? what if that person does nothing to help themselves grow or others more importantly with all the money they've luckily or unluckily won? its all on how we turn our life experiences into something that we can honestly at the end our time on this planet look back at and know that what we did was the very best that we could do with what we could do it with. my perspective early on when all this stuff went down back in 2000-01 was that their must be a reason why. their must be a reason why me? i truly feel that we are never given situations that we cant handle. though daunting at first as it may seem. the lessons learned are benchmarks and bookmarks in a chapter of our lifetimes.

the agents are trying some very new and interesting techniques that they havent tried before. at least not to this degree. the dream state is another reality. the agents can pop into my sleep and create a scenario and or keep a dialogue running. yes im still sleeping but im lucid, very aware in my sleep. so much aware that my abilities and skills that i apply in the waking state are now being sharpened in the dream state. i can and do apply the H.C. very effectively. so effectively i can hear them asking each other cross talking to where i learned how to do certain things while im sleeping. when i apply something that is new to them they will immediately ask, "who taught you that?" Jesus.....then maybe layer another name or names just for kicks. this is what i mean when i say the Heavenly Catalyst works in my dreams.

the past couple of nights the agents want me to sign some sort of contract while im sleeping. they want it in my blood. right now my parents house is almost finished being completely renovated. i've been signing checks and papers left and right. i think their trying to take advantage of this.
to those people that think contracts dont exist you are fooling yourself. a problem doesnt exist if your not aware of it. many people say that their are no such things as contracts. their are and most people have done this. just because you yourself arent in a mind/soul control program doesnt mean you havent contracted an ability from a past life over to nefarious causes. you could have been tricked, coerced, tortured under duress while consenting to their evil demands. this has happened to me in many past lives. they said while i was being tortured that they would take it easy on me if i signed over a certain ability that i had. i did. they still tortured and killed me. one of the ways to find out if you have contracts of soul pieces is to get soul recovery done by a trusted practitioner and of course do the Heavenly Catalyst.
theyve also been telling me to step behind a line or picture this or play word association games to try and get my mind into a confined way of thinking. whatever they use i will say something that is impossible to measure or gauge or grasp or harness. something that is free, border-less, shapeless, formless, vastness....you get the point, yes?

Loving Kindness to All Beings.
Forgiveness & Release of All Beings.
Seeds of Devotion & Enlightenment.

Risk Elevated II

The first day of work at my new job was nothing less stranger then this entire blog. I got an intuitive message that the agents would be putting agents “very close” to me. My job was to be a tutor to low income kids in Orange County. I arrived and walked to the classroom I was to be tutoring in. As I hit the corner 2 mid 20 somethings walk towards me. Lets call the lady agent Miss Black and the male agent Mr. White. 50ft and closing. i don’t make eye contact but make contact. They pass me and I know their will be more. This is completely normal to be in a situation that the FBI have rigged.

Their equipped with the standard issued mind control agent hardware; malice, dark energy, and an interface helmet that can monitor how the implant the Reptilians and Gov. put on me is doing. What I mean by doing is that when I H.C. my helmet implant it gets a lot lighter verses a lot tighter when the agents are around or if im around electrical equipment that has been tapered with. For the longest time I just thought that all these trained agents were super psychic and could feel what I felt by tapping into me somehow. That is not such the case. I got the confirmation from Seth and of course all my encounters but Seth said that they also have a type of helmet interface that does various things. I told him that they all feel the same. They almost all feel identical. That’s why I used to call them robots. Seth just said that they get most of their abilities from this interface helmet.

Hhmm their goes the title for my book. It was going to be called The Spirit vs. The Robots.

I get into class and the lady that hired me greets me with a smile and I know that she isn’t involved in this set up but I do know who is. Another female tutor was also a civilian. Their were 5 tutors in the classroom including me. 1 manager and 1 head tutor. Lets call the head tutor/agent Mr. Brown. The first day was mainly testing and the 2 other agents went outside to test the students. I kept the kids busy with activities and games. All the while Mr. Brown, Mr. White and Miss Black engage me psychically. They would take their turns. Thanks to the agents, I have learned how to be an extremely advanced multi-tasker. Before I was in the program I couldn’t multi-task for the life of me but now I feel like a golden octopus at times. Mr. White decides to try and get close to me while I’m sitting with the kids. He can feel the helmet getting loose so he has to try and make it tighter. I give him some loving kindness the best way I know how. I can hear him comment to me telepathically, “Your powerful. Who the hell are you?” he leaves and Miss Black tries a crack. She walks away with a wierd facial expression that leaves Mr. White a questioning facial expression.

These are just the agents that are in close proximity. I cant hear who is in charge of this Operation but I know from past experience that there are handlers in another location near by and their all telepathically connected to each other.

This goes on for about 2 and half more hours. I have vitamins in my backpack that the Feds. would love to get their hands on. So, I have to think about other things then just psi battles. I have to be very aware of my backpack and my vitamins. When the testing is over my manager will no longer be in the room. I will only have 1 other tutor in the room with me that is not in on the Operation. This could be easily turned against me. The Feds. could come up with some story like they usually do to get her on their side. So the possibility of me being in a totally out numbered situation is not a good thought to have. Im not that smart but im not stupid. They want me bad. you have no idea how bad they want me. Im only telling you things that im willing to share in the public domain. Though im completely calm, focused, centered and balanced when engaged in psi battles while at my house, to my jobs, at my jobs, on my way home from my jobs, playing basketball, etc. it gets really nasty sometimes.

The day comes to an end. I grab my things to leave. While walking past the kids I wave good bye and hit the agents just for kicks. One of the agents telepathically tells me I have a golden aura and then again asks me who I am. I laugh all the way to my car. I may have partial gold in my aura but it isn’t fully gold, yet. Don’t think it stops here. On my way home the agents are threatening me that they will set me up at work if I don’t tell them certain things about myself. O really I say. Whether or not they are going to set me up isn’t the point. It’s the fact that they are trying to instill some type of fear. I then heard a message that I was “too close”. At that moment I told the agent or agents who were driving near me that I was going to quite. They immediately said that they were kidding. I said, I was kidding or was i? The 45 minute drive back home was laced with more threats if I didn’t go to work the next day, haha.

I text my manger and made up some excuse to not work there anymore. So, I guess the 3 agents have to continue to work at that school. That a be good for the kids. I also hope that it took 3 more agents off the mind control path for at least 3 hours of the day.

They threaten me with all kinds of stuff to try and get information or control over me. One thing that I learned was that everything they use on me I can use as an asset. The other night I was driving through the canyon near my house. An agent surprised me, just kidding. They are always on me.

It went like this while driving(telepathically) The agents are R.V. or Picting while they ask the questions to see what images i bring up and if their real images or fake.

Agent- take me back to the time you first had sex with (x)….
Me- go F yourself…..
Agent- take me back to the time you first met (y)….
Me- take me back to the time when you weren’t such a coward…
Agent- your gonna pay for that…
Me- laughing- (they can actually hear me laugh).
Agent- when did you first get (z)….what’s his name or her name? if they exist at all…
Me- they exist….
Agent- who did you get (z) from?.....
Me- your mother….
Agent- you can’t take me back because you don’t want to or you can’t?

Hmmm when the agent said “can’t” I actually felt that word and the energy that is this word. It was a very profound moment. So I used this as an asset. It became very quite. I think he knew I discovered something…..a couple of minutes later he asked me more questions…..but first he tried to get me to follow his mind by using this technique..

Agent- your so powerful. Your…(I tune out blah blah blah)

They try and blow smoke up my ass so I can follow their mind and then they can have some type of continuity. If I follow their mind then they can try and get some type of truthful answer which is impossible because….. I can’t.

Agent- take me back to the time you first met (x)…..
Me- I can’t….
Agent- you can’t or don’t want to?
Me- like you said, “I can’t”
Agent- You cant because they don’t exist…(pause)…..or do they?
Me- I can’t talk to you…..
(note: the last statement the agent made only gives 2 options. I very clear yes or no-black or white answer is what they are looking for. Sometimes when they do this I will ask for a third option, :).

Later, I got home and my neighbors said that they killed the agent who messed up. They usually say things like this. When some agents I met in Mt. Shasta had a conscience and told me that I would probably be able to get out of this program my neighbors said the same thing.

When I was in Sedona with my first face to face with Seth they said the same things and more. It was after the night I journeyed in the hotel room with agents R.V.-ing and surrounding me. The morning after was also intense. I had to engage about 15-20 agents/black magicians on the main boulevard in Sedona. This is when I could hear all the agents telepathically communicating with each other. They all had distinct voices and one guy was running the Operation.

They were questioning how I could do what I was doing. They had all these theories about what and who I was and how I was able to disconnect them from their program. When they linked up again with the entire unit. They would let everyone know by saying that their, “back in” or “online” you get the point.

At one point I picked up my phone and held it to my hear as to pretend to talk to someone. The handler was pissed and gave the order to “get me off the phone.” Then all of the sudden while about 6am in the morning all these people decided to walk the boulevard with me. They were across the street and even on the same side of the street as me. They went back and forth as I went back and forth. I remained quite to not give them the hint that I was as they call it, “working them.” One of the male agents hit it right on the head but wasn’t exactly sure. He said that I was listening in on them and that “he was working us the entire time.”

Another interesting thing is that 4 or 5 female agents when walking by me would ask to be hit with the H.C. they would say, “do that thing you do to us girls”. It took me a couple of minutes to figure out what they were talking about. I did the same thing to the male agents but for some reason the female agents reacted differently to the H.C. This technique actually did multiple things. One of which actually gave the female agents some sort of sexual pleasure. I heard 2 female agents say it felt like an O. I stop using that technique immediately and used H.C. differently.

I learned so much with this situation on the boulevard. I learned how they try to hit me with their malice. I learned that some of the agents could actually see my energy or see the H.C leaving my being. I know this because as I was walking on the boulevard a car slowed down as it was coming towards me. I sent some love their way and to my amazement the driver swerved to try and dodge the H.C.

Another tactic they like to say to me is, “you made a mistake.” Then they sit back and wait for me to think or see something in my mind that will incriminate myself. That changed to,“you made a huge mistake” to “you just made the biggest mistake ever” to “you just made a fatal mistake” to “we know the truth now”. Its all the same thing. They want me to question myself and then deduce whether I was lying or telling the truth or lying or telling the truth.

Loving Kindness to All Beings.
Forgiveness and Release of All Beings.
Seeds of Devotion and Enlightenment.

Risk: Elevated.

The Homeland Security Advisory System board at a local police station.

So, I had to go in and get a Live Scan finger print thing for a new job. As i was entering the station an agent just so happened to walk by telepathically telling me that i will not pass the test. He said that if i worked for them that i will be able to get the job that i was applying for. this is the second time i've got a LiveScan and it's the second time an agent is waiting in front of the police station.

As i was waiting to be scanned i saw the Homeland Security Board. What a crock of shit! I get followed and stalked and harrassed psychically by these agents every single day for 24 hrs and i need some $10 board to remind me to be "in fear".

Under the term "Elevated" it says, "Significant Risk of Terrorist Attack". I'm not that smart. From who again? O yeah Terrorists. im fully aware of the global politic situtations and also the economic crisis-es. that doesnt mean we have to be scared or live in fear. im sure 100,000's of people's stock porfolio's have taken a huge loss. it's only money. if you give it power your a slave to that idol. channel the energy in a positive way. the only person who let's fear enter your divine body is you. a house could be burning. you can either wake up and run scared out of the house or you can wake up and make sure everyone else is aware of what's going on and on their way to being safe.

this brings up the Fright vs. Flight mechanism that kicks in when you recognize danger. the 2 reactions are polar opposites of one another. Fright's energy is debilitating and confusing while Flight's energy is focused, condensed and progressive. Flight finds ways to solve problems. this instinct kicks in when a large number of agents are trying to attack me at the same time. for some reason the human body and its energy system functions at a super high level with cat like reflexes and decision making skills that are very intuitive.

The agents are still trying to pry into my sexual history with women. they will ask what my favorite sexual position is. i really don't have one. their all great aren't they? i do tell them its froggy style. whatever that means and just to have some fun with them i send them an image of 2 frogs on top of each other. they R.V. or Pict-O my images in my head all the time.

I downloaded a DVD about 2 months ago that sounded interesting. I don't remember the name but it was about these 2 college guys in a class taught by a professor(Robert Redford). these two students joined the army and were deployed to afganistan. to make a long story short the movie was not good at all but i got a very interesting piece of information out of this mishap. in one of the scenes the armies command post was talking about a general named Krause or Klause. he wrote a book on military strategy kinda like the art of war. he said something along the lines of when a certain party uses and engages the adversary for long periods of time. the opponent not only adapts these techniques but manipulates the techniques more effectively then previously applied by the 1rst party. its basically competitive dynamics.

for instance as you well know i'am stalked by agents 24 hrs a day, everywhere i go. no matter where. sometimes they back off telepathically and cease psychic confrontation. it doesnt mean they back off completely. what they are trying to do is catch me thinking about something that may give them vital intelligence. they are always trying to read my mind and view the pictures in my head.

when i feel they are "giving me a break". i think of people, place and things that may be vital to them. disinformation works on so many levels, trust me. the funny thing is that they know what i'm doing but they dont know what is true or false. if they knew what they say they know then why would they ask me the same things over and over and over again while saying they know. they asked me a couple of months back who taught me all these different disinformation tactics and i said,"you did". then i sent them a smiling yellow happy face. they will firmly say, "we know xyz123". then it will be quiet for a while while they view and read my thoughts to their statement. i guess they want me to "make a mistake" as they often tell me like they just said while i'm writing this post.

because i said it does. does it make it so???

because i can visualize practically anything i want is it real?

its all in my head or is it?

sometimes, very rarely my dog gets so excited that he runs around in circles looking like he's chasing his own tale. have you ever, ever, seen a dog catch his own tale?

Just now as Im going to post this the agents asked me,"if xyz123" was this tactic.

i said yes/no at the same time.

SEEDS OF DEVOTION AND ENLIGHTENMENT.

The Verve-Rather Be

The Golden Plant. What is it?

The first time i ever heard about Reptilians as evil nefarious beings was the first week i got to Mt.Shasta (8/07). David Icke was doing a 6 hour presentation at the local college. i sat through his very interesting presentation. their were many black magicians in the audience and i was being attacked sporadically throughout the lecture. after Icke's show I stood in line and met a very interesting fellow. I was pretty paranoid but his energy was great and we talked about all kinds of things. About an hour later I went out to the parking lot with him and his other friend. I told them about my situation and they both immediately said the Reptilians were in charge of my program. These two men were from Santa Cruz. They gave me all kinds of advice. What felt very strong was to get a cd called “Beyond Being”. Its some sort of audio brain mediation.

I didn’t know what to think. I take everything as is and wait for the truth to reveal itself whenever that may be.

A week later was my first session with Seth. We did a phone session while I was in Oakland at a friend’s house. Thank heavens they were at work because what went on during that first session gave me confidence. It wasn’t a healing session like every single session from that point on. It was a session to locate the targets. I told him they were PSI attacking me while I was in the house. Seth suggested that we take care of that. He guided and instructed me on how to apply the Heavenly Catalyst. He did not engage the targets himself because he did not want any of my karma. At the end of the hour long battle Seth said that I had incredible psychic and healing abilities. I didn’t know what to think. This was all so new to me. I read Seth’s story so I knew he knew what he was feeling.

How I ended up living in Mt.Shasta was nothing short of fate. After a hike up the mountain that started from Bunny Flat. I got to the last outpost around 6,500ft. There a girl probably in her mid twenties came up and started talking to me. I didn’t have a good feeling about her. Her body language and energy made me concerned. She just so happened to be the ranger posted at that station, just my luck. After I felt her trying to drain me of my energy I immediately left and headed up the mountain. After about 30 minutes of some high altitude hiking. I found a spot to sit peacefully and meditate.
I opened my eyes and looked up into the sky and the clouds were fluffy. One cloud looked like a Buddha in lotus position. Another cloud was that of a large bird. I felt amazing. When you get to about 4,500ft the mountain’s energy spicks and you can feel the vortex and energy pouring right through. I was now around 8,500 and then started to feel drained. I was the only one up there that I could see. I moved to get a good look down and guess who is about 200 yards below? The ranger. I used the Heavenly Catalyst.

I was now leaving the mountain and night was soon to come. I parked off a dirt road by some fallen trees. As I was just pulling out and making a sharp right turn I caught something under my car just before the right back wheel. I cringed cause it felt bad. i stopped the car and got out but their wasn’t a flat tire and everything seemed okay. I got back onto paved road and now I could smell gasoline in the car. Damn. I left the car on and went to the back right area under the car. Before I even got there I could hear liquid splashing on the pavement. I busted the fuel lines from my gas to the engine. By the time I got to the supermarket their was a trail of gasoline down the mountain. The next morning I took my car to the local mechanic. It would take at least 7 business days to get the part. What turned out to be a weekend trip ended up being 7 months of intense psychic combat 24 hours a day. The belly of the beasts

I found those audio brain meditations the Santa Cruz guys recommended. I now have a roommate and she’s a gifted psychic. I put my headphones on and then lay in bed with my eyes closed listening to “Beyond Being”. At about 30 minutes in a get a flash of a golden tree. It was sparkling. It came in and out but it was very strong. I could see gold leaves and gold stems. I couldn’t see how big this tree or plant was. All I knew was that it was gold. Why was I seeing this? I later had a session with Seth and I asked him if he’d ever see anything like that and he didn’t. I listened to the cd a couple more times again before I went to Sedona in 12/07 to get my shamanic power animals with Seth’s training.
I was able to see the sparkling gold plant or tree 2 more times before Sedona.

Loving Kindness to All Beings.

The Reptilian's and my Soul Piece.

The story behind this golden plant which is really an object created from a piece of meat from my body. It was some type of torture in a previous life time. at the base of this structure was my flesh that was used to fertilize this plant. This soul piece was in the Reptilian’s possession, underground some where on this planet.

The story is as follows on how I was able to damage the soul piece structure and knock off the golden leaves.

It was the last week of 2007 and I was in Sedona getting my Shamanic Power animals with Seth’s training. After a couple of days of journeying and seeing things, places and Beings ……I wish I could tell you but I feel you should all experience it for yourselves.

It was December 29th and it was late. I said my goodbye to Seth and thanked him the best I could for being there for me. As I was heading out of Sedona I knew I was being Remote Influenced by some agents in cars in front and back of me. I pulled over to access my feelings about if I should go into the trap or leave Sedona. They wanted me to go back to the hotel I had stayed in the night before. I could feel it. I got out of my car and walked about 20 feet. I didn’t think. I just felt the situation. I tried to touch the future as if it were tangible. I got in my car and made a U-turn.

I made an excuse as to why I was back and the owner was greasing me up. He kept saying how tired I was. I told him I wanted to thank him for his great hospitality and leave some newspapers about Mt.Shasta in his lobby.

My roommate wrote those newspapers.

After about 5 minutes of chatting he offered me a free room. I said to myself, “that’s it”. I changed subjects and let this new offer simmer a bit in my intuition pot. I didn’t feel any danger. I felt more of a curiosity or a wondering. If that makes any sense?

I took his offer. It was the last time i drank Red Bull and might I add it was 11pm. I slammed 3 straight to the head and saved another 1 just in case. It took about 5 minutes for me to feel the caffeine and the energy which I Catalyst to ride the energy and transmute it into something more pure that I could use.

I knew the agents were in both rooms next door but they weren’t engaging me. They were just sitting back waiting for me to journey. I catalyst them the best I could and then I saw a women room out of the room below and jump into her car. I went outside then downstairs. She left the door wide open. That was strange. I thought they were just baiting me to go into that room. Now it’s getting really interesting. I’m wired.

I lay down and called my animal. He came with quickness. I could feel his energy. Seth said that I had a really unusually strong connection with my animal. I actually saw my animal about a month before. As a matter of fact I saw a land animal running and a bird flying beside this land animal. At this point I had only 1 power animal.

My two eyes were closed but my single eye remained. I saw yellowish eyes. I wondered whose eyes they belonged to. These eyes had black slits in them. I could feel the energy of this Being and it was incredibly dense and powerful. It was a Reptilian. I didn’t want to pull out my arrows and provoke this thing so I just stood there as this Reptilian scanned my energy system for something. I felt he was searching for a weakness. I heard the agents next door telepathically making comments about what they were seeing then I heard a “shhh”. I did not react to the agents.

I was in 2 places at once. I was in a hotel room in Sedona, Arizona and also in a dark place most likely underground on this planet standing face to face with a nefarious Being that was obviously twice my size. I could see a light in the Reptilians eyes but it wasn’t his or its’. I thought that was strange. I figured it out. A couple of days before while journeying a met a Divine Being. It had the shape of a human and everything. The only difference was that when I would look to see its face their was nothing but pure white glowing light. I could see my reflection off the eyes of this being. I did not see someone who was 32 years old and 5’10” with brown eyes. I saw a white glowing light.

I saw myself truly for the first time in this life.

After what seemed like hours the Reptilian went away and their it was……
the golden plant thing that I had seen before. I could not believe my eyes. I felt so happy and filled with joy but with sadness too. All in one moment. I tried to take this plant but it didn’t move. I tried yanking it by its main stem, nothing. I tired all sorts of things then I decided to be like the wind and blow the plant. I took a deep breath in my mind and blew psychically. The leaves of the plant fell off. I tried grabbing it again. It still didn’t move.

My power animal took me out of that underground place and immediately I felt my spirit guide with my power animal. I just met her for the first time formally while training with Seth a couple days before. The funny thing is that I couldn’t remember her name and asked her over ten times to repeat it to me. She just kept on saying her name as if it was the first time I had asked. I have a spirit team but this guide would be considered the franchise player.

The only thing I will say about her is that she and her friends won’t let me see their faces.

The night wasn’t even close to being over. I matter of fact we were just warming up.